I'm terrified

Most people who meet me wouldn't think that I live in a lot of fear. Here's me facing them & telling my Truth anyway.

I'd say most people would call me brave, fierce even. And while these things are also true... I live a lot of my day contracted. In fear. I wake in the morning with my body clenching. I notice while I’m driving that all my muscles are contracted. Sometimes I wake in the middle of the night because I’m clenching my jaw. Sometimes I can even feel the tens…