I never wanted it to be without him.

But I've come to accept that it is what he wants... currently.

This life of non monogamy wasn’t intended to be a solo mission. I never wanted it to be without him. But I also didn’t know this until I explored myself a bit in these dynamics. Trial and error I suppose. After getting together, with the understanding that I was non monogamous, we were smitten with each other as most people are in the beginning. I didn’…